We connected at the pain.
Attached at the hip from the bullying we endured growing up.
Tethered by awkwardness,
we tussled with your desire for me to be something I wasn’t.
I told you I wasn’t.
But I tried to be the "was” you wanted me to be.
Artificial acceptance has always been an enemy to me.
A phony idea airplaned to open my mouth and chew
in order to control my being ever since I was a wee thing.
I knew better.
But
I chose worse,
And honey, worse tore my ass up better than my mama ever could.
Faux acceptance has always been an enemy of mine.
We are an enemy of mine.
You are an enemy of mine.
I am a friend, supporter, comforter—
A1 from day one of mine.
Grateful I severed the tie
and
burned the string for good measure.
© 2025 Jasmine Farrell All Rights Reserved
It’s a reclaiming. It’s coming home to yourself after the world tried to exile you from your own spirit.
Rising From The Roots is a collection about survival, reclamation, queer girlhood, and ancestral healing. It’s a book for anyone who’s had to crawl back to themselves after being told they weren’t enough — a testament that we grow even in the darkest soil.
Writing this collection was both a cathartic and empowering experience for me. I wanted to create a body of work that not only reflects my own challenges but also resonates with others who may feel lost or disconnected. My hope is that readers find solace and inspiration within these pages.
Joy, love, anger, freedom, sadness, release and gratitude are all found in Rising From The Roots.
Release Date: June 24th, 2025
ISBN:978-1-7379460-7-6